My Life As The Goofy Guy
If my mother was to have every single one of you over tonight to show you pictures of me growing up, you would notice one common thread in all of the pictures. I was a goofy kid. Never did I "just smile". Life was worth living! I wanted to enjoy it. And oh I did.
I showed everyone the joy in life by sticking my tongue out and making the weirdest face you could dream up. Wow...Just like my mom always said, I was one of kind.
Being the goofy guy sucks, though.
So many people don't take you as serious as other people. I have had many times in my life where I just wanted to turn the "fun" josh off. Only because I wanted people to take me seriously. So I would do it. I became "business only" Josh. I would state the facts and get the "work" done. I would be miserable. I actually always feel this.
Now, I am the wild child of SCP. Because I have said some cuss words and am "goofy" josh. It just sucks to feel like people will always misunderstand you.
I don't blog much. There are reasons. That time will come.
I want to be funny. I want to speak freely. I want to be me.
Damn stupid church people. Damn church people. Damn people. Damn me.
I showed everyone the joy in life by sticking my tongue out and making the weirdest face you could dream up. Wow...Just like my mom always said, I was one of kind.
Being the goofy guy sucks, though.
So many people don't take you as serious as other people. I have had many times in my life where I just wanted to turn the "fun" josh off. Only because I wanted people to take me seriously. So I would do it. I became "business only" Josh. I would state the facts and get the "work" done. I would be miserable. I actually always feel this.
Now, I am the wild child of SCP. Because I have said some cuss words and am "goofy" josh. It just sucks to feel like people will always misunderstand you.
I don't blog much. There are reasons. That time will come.
I want to be funny. I want to speak freely. I want to be me.
Damn stupid church people. Damn church people. Damn people. Damn me.

