Tuesday, October 25, 2005

An Open Letter To Sable Chicken


Dear Sable Chicken.

I want you to know that I don't hate you. I don't know you. Seriously, I know nothing about you. Other than you go by Sable Chicken and you are a woman.

It is like if I walked into Disneyland and there you were taking pictures with Mickey and his friends. You know...Donald Duck, Goofy, Pluto...do you get what I am saying?

You are like a person in a costume hiding your real identity from people. You are just a character to me. Fantasy. Therefore, I feel like I can say whatever I want. I apologize for that.

Though, I am truly worried that you believe the things you are saying. I AM concerned for you. You have chosen a life, "a world that has been pulled over our eyes to blind us from the truth." Are you able to step back and see life from a non-believers eyes?

I am really concerned for SCP like you. SCP who just can't see the bigger picture (I say "bigger" because I don't even know how big it really is). I just wonder if you can or are willing to see what I see. God's love and grace flow through my veins. But the things I have read that you have written ... they get my blood boiling!

I do care for you. I really do. We just do not understand each other. You probably think quite poorly of me. I would. So I want to invite you to ask me whatever you want. As long as I can ask questions back. Maybe we can both step out of our comfort zones and learn something.


Sincerely,

Josh Sager

P.S. I promise to not use "foul" language.

BURNT

I am SSSSOOOOOO burnt.

Burnt with everything. Church, work, SCP.com, family, lack of friends, etc.. I want to walk away from everything and everyone. At least for a little while. I know this sounds stupid...but I don't have much to say on SCP.com. I know. Nothing new. I just don't know if I really care anymore.

Who cares what I have to say or not say. I am just a guy who is fed up with church and stupid f-ing church people. F***, I am fed up with stupid people.

The "goofy guy" card was played all weekend at church. I hate stupid church people sometimes. Especially when you think they are friends.

Or when friends F*** you over. I think I am done for awhile. I will post sometime soon.

Really...I JUST DON'T CARE!!!!!! It is not important anymore. I am a catch 22.

SCP...I will miss you.

Sable Chicken...Get the fuck off the internet.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Round 4

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Round 1

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

21 Questions for me

I am jumping on the band wagon. Ask anything.

Be warned...I WILL answer truthfully and very raw.